eh eh tadi sore akhirnya salah satu penasaranku terobati. i've been watching this Clear shampoo commercial on TV. of course they have not only one version, one that's interesting to me is the Bollywood-like version where one guy and one girl singing and dancing. since i first saw it i was already curious, especially when the girl gives a "lirikan" to the guy, because it reminds me of someone but i hadn't been able to figure her out.
so this afternoon the commercial was there again when finally i got the image of the person. guess who? it's my mbakYu!! *LoL.. runs for my life* :D well not exactly look alike but she got the same "lirikan" and hair *was.. :(*
Yu Yu.. ojok nesu eh.. hihihi yah moga2 kowe kapan2 dadi bintang iklan tenan :D *kabuuuurrrr*
bangun jam 4 pagi, morning prayer spt biasa... trus kelaperan tapi ujan deres.. so all i can do was waiting. jam 6:30 ujan reda tapi langit masih mendung, the heck lah wong laper kok jadi ya brangkat ke Sagan buat makan soto ayam.. and you know what?? DUA MANGKOK !!! hehehe abis berapa? uhm.. plus teh panas dan sate jeroan 5 tusuk cost me 8000 perak.. nice ey? :D
trus balik ke wnet, matahari kelihatan.. felt soo good.. warm.. fresh.. beautiful morning.. so have a nice day folks.. merry Christmas to my fellows Christian, may peace always comes to your heart and to this gorgeous city of Yogyakarta :-)
Terkadang aku bersyukur, karena Allah memberiku kemampuan untuk mencintai dengan dalam meskipun orang yang aku cintai itu pada akhirnya tidak bersamaku.. dalam konteks sebagai kekasih maksudku. namun kadang hal itu juga yang membuatku sedikit terbutakan, karena jika sudah ada sebuah nama di hatiku maka aku akan sangat sulit membuka hati untuk nama lain.. again, in terms of lover.. bahkan kadang aku jadi tidak menyadari jika ada orang yang ternyata mencintai dan menyayangi aku.. is it good or is it bad?
Akan sangat lama bagiku untuk bisa membuka hati untuk selain si nama itu, bahkan mungkin untuk sekedar menerima keberadaan orang lain yang mungkin bersedia mencintai dan menyayangi aku.. jahatkah aku?
Mengapa begitu? yah karena aku tidak mau menjadikan orang baru ini sebagai pelarian lantaran tidak bisa bersama si nama yang sudah terlanjur di hati.. bahkan mencoba menerima perhatian orang baru ini pun malah membuat aku merasa bersalah.. apalagi berpura2 menerima cinta dan sayangnya padahal hatiku tidak untuknya.
Perasaan yang muncul pun bercampur aduk.. terkadang melihat dia tersenyum pun aku sudah menjadi sangat senang, apalagi melihat dia bisa tertawa dalam kebahagiaan.. betapa indahnya.. karena bagiku kebahagiaannya akan menjadi kebahagiaanku.. dan kedukaannya adalah kedukaanku.. am i selfish?
Maka aku hanya bisa berdoa, memohon kepada Sang Pembuat Cinta yang telah menumbuhkan perasaan ini.. agar dituluskan rasa sayangku untuknya.. agar dimudahkan jalan hidupnya.. agar dibahagiakan selama hidupnya hingga saat akhirnya tiba... amien.. amien.. amien.. :)
May GOD always give HIS blessing for Y.O.U, keep Y.O.U safe from any harm, fill Y.O.U.r heart with joy and happiness and strengthen Y.O.U.r soul to stand the tests of this world..
I will still be around.. and don't Y.O.U worry, I will survive.. :)
there are 2 friends who were close to me that's been missing these past few years. I must admit i miss them.. one big sis and one lil sis.. eventually both of them was born in December..
** mbak Ira, Dec 2, i know it's too lil too late mbak.. but i just wanna wish you a gorgeous years to come, may happiness.. health and Allah's blessing will always be with you, amien...
** Maya, Dec 19, happy birthday Mumun.. semoga sehat selalu, tetep sayang dan disayang suami serta anak-anakmu dan semoga Allah selalu membimbing kalian, amien...
there goes.. eventhough i have absolutely no idea where they are today, and i'm not sure if they'll eventually find out abt this blog and read this.. but a wish is still a wish, i guess i'll just have to put my faith in God to deliver this message to them, and rely on the wonder of technology to somehow someway can bring them here..
see ya folks! ;)
************************* ***** Gigi - Selamat Ulang Tahun
Suasana Indah dan ceria Membawa suka cita Bersama gembira
Menyambut Datang hari bahagia Tak sabar hati ini Tuk berbagi rasa
Seiring waktu berjalan usiamu Terucap untuknya selamat ulang tahun
Reff: oo .. oo .. oo .. oo oo .. oo .. oo .. oo
Semoga kita slalu bersama Dalam canda dan tawa Yang masih tersisa
sejam lalu berangkat nganter temen ke tempat kerjanya, sekalian pulang ke rumah.. tapi yg namanya apes, sekitar 1km dari wnet rantai motor copot dan rupanya gak cuman copot dari gear belakang tapi yg depan juga ikut lepas which means kudu bawa ke bengkel buat dibongkar dikit... gak masalah ke bengkelnya sih.. tapi sekali lagi dalam 3 hari ini aku dorong motor!! puegel caaahhh.... duh Gusti paringono sabar... :D
Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt You're in my heart now
Said, woman, take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said, sugar, make it slow And we come together fine All we need is just a little patience (patience) Mm, yeah
I sit here on the stairs 'Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now I'll wait, dear Sometimes I get so tense But I can't speed up the time But you know, love There's one more thing to consider
Said, woman, take it slow And things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said, sugar, take the time 'Cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes To make it, We won't fake it, I'll never break it 'cause I can't take it
(whistle) ...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah need a little patience, yeah just a little patience, yeah some more patience,* yeah need some patience, yeah could use some patience, yeah gotta have some patience, yeah all it takes is patience, just a little patience is all you need
*I´VE BEEN WALKIN´ THESE STREETS AT NIGHT JUST TRYIN´ TO GET IT RIGHT HARD TO SEE WITH SO MANY AROUND YOU KNOW I DON´T LIKE BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD AND THE STREETS DON´T CHANGE BUT BABY, THE NAME I AINT GOT TIME FOR THE GAME ´CAUSE I NEED YOU YEAH, YEAH BUT I NEED YOU OO, I NEED YOU WHOA, I NEED YOU OO, ALL THIS TIME (AH) =========================
barusan ngerasa haus, trus krn Tekita abis jd aku ambil Mirinda Orange. setelah seteguk i thought i'd get rid off the soda.. trus aku tutupin mulut botol pake tangan, and shaked the bottle a bit.. then the pressure got high til my hand couldn't manage to hold.. and *SPLASH!* right on my face !!! wasyem tenan !! tp gpp lah.. itung2 biar tambah manis.. ya gak ya gak ;)
A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when around those you don't know and even those you do. You are awkward when it comes to relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you love.
[b][i]i thought i've been loving her much, but apparently it's not enough...
i thought i've been caring for her a lot, but apparently it's not enough...
i thought i've been a good listener for her, but apparently i haven't been one...
i thought i've known a lot about her, but apparently i haven't...
but i will try.. to keep on loving her as much as i can, to be there when she needs someone, to be her light in her dark nights, to keep on supporting her when she is down, to always provide my shoulder for her to cry on, so help me God, amien...[/b][/i]
akhirnya listrik udah dibenerin tadi siang, kompi bisa nyala and here i am now, running my trembling fingers on this keyboard, staring at this almost 4 yrs old monitor, plugged to this also almost 4 yrs old PC...
akhirnya juga jalan yg persis depan warnet digali tadi siang, 2 meters deep jd skr gak bisa bawa motor masuk ke halaman wnet, which means kudu begadang lagi ngawasin motor :P kinda tired actually, bbrp hari begadang terus.. untung doping tetep lancar jadi ya kuat2 aja.. some friends are staying also, but still i feel alone.. seandainya aja ada yg mijetin dan dipijetin, membelai dan dibelai.. *sigh*
just done some blog-hopping, read some interesting stuffs, abt this new movie that became an euphoria even before it was launched, abt this beach that's been treated unfairly, abt this girl whose boyfriend just had his birthday, abt this learning of being human.. and so on and so on...
so.. what's up? proyek jalan selokan mataram mulai kelihatan bentuk hasil akhirnya, cor-coran beton, paving block, iron sticks, papan2 kayu, timbunan tanah, bisingnya truk molen, hiruk pikuk pekerja.. they say the project will be done by the end of the month, so help them God.. amien..
meanwhile, electricity hasn't been restored, saklar meteran masih blom dapet ganti, jadi skr listrik yg ngalir di wnet cuman cukup buat lampu2 dan TV, sokee lah so we won't be feeling like living in a prehistoric age :-D besok pagi.. sebentar pagi tepatnya.. bakal nemenin boss ke kantor PLN dan minta temporary replacement buat saklarnya, karena si petugas bbrp hari lalu bilang kudu nunggu 2-3 minggu untuk ganti yg rusak itu.. wish me luck yak :-)
sekarang.. mo ke warung langganan.. minum wedang tape anget... join me, anyone..? ;-)
[i]Somewhere over, the rainbow Skies, are blue And the dreams That you dare to dream, Really do, come true[/i]
come out.. come out, Rainbow.. let the rain see just how gorgeous you are.. :-)
went out for sumthin to eat.. kelaperan banget krn sejak pagi gak makan yg bener2 makan, cuman ngemil2 gara2 ujan seharian jd gak bisa keluar makan. so.. aku makan di warung gule sapi deket Tugu Jogja with a friend.. lumayanlah perut agak tenang hehe :-)
08/12/03 22:15
went back to "markas" trus ngobrol di teras wnet sama my sis, talked abt lots of stuffs, ngabisin 2 botol Tekita hehehe. abis itu ngantuk dan gak tau lg mo ngapain, warnet lg gak berfungsi gara2 saklar di meteran listrik mati dan gak bisa diidupin lagi jd kudu nunggu sampe ntar pagi baru bisa dibenerin.
09/12/03 00:30
was trying to rest my eyes tapi gak bisa, my mind spinning around like crazy, dari mulai masalah warnet, kuliahku, sampe ke mbakYuku yg lagi having a hard time..
09/12/03 01:00
perut mulai berontak lagi, entah kenapa tp rasanya gule sapi yg tadi aku makan gak bisa tahan lama di perutku, apa emang perutku yg kurang isinya yak ?? hehehe
so i decided to go out find sumthin to eat or at least a glass of warm tea or milk. grabbed my jacket, locked the doors, jumped on my bike and riding it in the middle of cold air.
when i walked out of the front gate, i eventually looked up to the sky.. and there was it, an almost-full pale moon.. sorrounded by its shadow and some white clouds. it was like the moon splits the dark clouds and shine its light to the whole town.. fascinating.. i smiled and thanked God for the gift of my eyes and the beauty of His creation.. Alhamdulillah.. Subhanallah..
trus mampir dulu bentar ke kios bensin, trus menuju ke warung langgananku sejak 5 tahun terakhir, where i can take the meal myself and put some stuffs together the way i like it. so.. aku makan nasi sedikit, plus kering tempe, sambel teri, tahu goreng 3 biji, kerupuk 2 biji dan segelas wedang tape.. semuanya hangat.
i stayed there a while, ngobrol bentar sama si mbak yg jualan.. ngabisin wedang tape.. trus berangkat lagi, next stop.. warnet..
09/12/03 02:10
then i got here, warnet Chamber.. launch the IE, login to my blog and start some blog-hopping. beberapa blog terlewati, including my own yg gak banyak update karena si ilham lagi pergi nemenin ibunya ke pasar hehe. trus i got to my [url=http://monamour.tblog.com]mbakYu's[/url] place.. not much writing tapi kelihatan kalau dia lagi ada masalah (i hate it when my huntch is right..). absolutely no idea of what was it that made her upset, so i can only hope and pray that she'll be OK and get things sorted out soon..
09/12/03 02:45
been here for.. erm.. half an hour or more, mata dah mulai capek.. tp otak masih muter2 terus.. heran bener.. but what the heck.. tetep kudu istirahat malem ini, ntar pagi2 harus pulang dan nganter ibu.. so have fun folks.. hope i don't get you ppl bored hehe..
and Yu.. you're not alone.. :-)
nite nite.. eh salah.. dawn dawn kudunya :-P wassalam, siadi over and out!
assalamu'alaikum cah, nge-blog lagi deh... :-) jadi apa kabarnya saya?
lepas puasa.. lega, i feel better.. lepas lebaran, kuatir apa iya taun depan masih bisa puasa dan lebaran lagi.. lepas dari bandung, makin kuatir sama eyangku yg udah 90 taun dan tetep gak mau dicariin temen di rumahnya.. tp ada senengnya jg karena ketemu seorang adek yg udah lama gak jumpa..
sabtu sore sampe jogja, rumah msh berantakan karena si ibu lagi bebenah rumah dan kamarku jd tempat penampungan barang sementara :-P malem lgs ke warnet.. sepi banget.. gak ada user blasss, jd kesian sama si boss.. :-(
minggu ke makam kakek nenek yg di jogja, kirim doa trus berkunjung ke adeknya kakek+nenek yg di jogja udah jadi GrandMother karena tinggal satu2nya tetua di keluarga.. alhamdulillah sehat.. yah cuman halangan fisik karena usia yg sudah 80 tahun...
sore langsung ke warnet lagi, bukan kerja jadi op tapi siskamling soalnya beneran tinggal ibu kost sendirian di rumah sini... jd yah stay semaleman di wnet..
midnite baca blog mbakYuku.. ponakan yg paling cantik badannya panas tinggi, plus emaknya lagi batuk pilek blom sembuh... duh duh.. sedih rasanya.. wong kudunya mereka di Indonesia bersantai2 liburan kok malah sakit.. beruntun pula sakitnya.. tapi aku yakin mereka kuat karena memang mbakYuku ini mirip2 Xena gituh.. Warrior Princess !! ;-) tough luar dalem deh pokoke.. kalo bisa sih pengennya sakitnya berdua itu buat aku aja gitu.. tp apa bisa yak sakit dipindah2 ?? kalo bisa boleh deh.. biar pada bisa jalan2 lagi sebelum balik ke habitatnya... :-)
as for myself.. nuthin much tho'.. udah merasa lebih stabil setelah banyak curhat dan ngobrol ke Langit. tapi kayaknya bakal ada goncangan baru lagi.. entah kapan.. i just wish i will be ready and strong enough to get thru it... Bismillah.. yang tidak membuatku mati, akan membuatku makin kuat.. amien..
so.. it's raining at the moment, gak deres.. nggrejih kalo org jawa bilang.. gak tau deh bahasa Indonesia nya apa hehehe maap yak buat yg gak ngerti bahasa jawa :-P lumayan adem jadinya.. been raining since afternoon, sempet berhenti sebentar jd aku bisa beli maem..
and here i am now, running my fingers on the keyboard.. ngerasa sepi meskipun komputer Op muter lagu kenceng, seorang temen lg ngedit sumthing buat pacarnya yg bakal ultah 1/2 jam lagi, si boss lg tidur di depan TV ngimpiin pacarnya yg blom balik dari mudik krn papanya sakit.. sementara di depan warnet proyek jalan selokan mataram masih jalan, lembur sejak kemarin ngejar deadline proyek, entah kapan selesainya...
so i'll be away for a while, pengen ngadem bentar.. yeah, call me a loner.. that's okee coz i am hehe..
uhm.. thinking of having my 24th birthday's sunrise at the peak of mount Merbabu.. ada yg mo nemenin? ;-)
wassalam folks,
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